I noticed a while back how the state of our minds decide the language that we use.
I am tired, stressed, the world out there is waiting to get me, everyone expects from me blah blah blah...
So I need someone to share stuff with, I am in a terrible state of mind, I need a hug, the walls in the house are also staring at me... I am so lonely :-(
I wish I had someone to take care of me, a presence that would calm me but I am so lonely...
I just wish I could get away from this space, its scary and sad and overwhelming.
Oh!!!! look at how pretty the world is! Can you hear the chirping of the birds? The songs in the breeze? The silence that surrounds me and yet so musical? What would I not give to have this peace all by myself! If only I could let it seep in and revel in this happiness. I feel so complete, so light, life is so beautiful...
This solitude is all that I need, this space with myself, where all is me and I am in all. I could be in this space forever. So refreshing! It is indeed very good to be alive :-)
I experienced both these states in the span of a very short time. Such a huge difference between what is and what can be. All that I did in this brief gap was meditation and I felt so alive. I knew I was taken care of. I am never alone. how could I be? I had my own company! That evening changed from being one of the loneliest to the most happiest in my life till now. I enjoyed time with my best friend, myself.
And what did i do for that?
I just closed my eyes and found me...:-)
I am tired, stressed, the world out there is waiting to get me, everyone expects from me blah blah blah...
So I need someone to share stuff with, I am in a terrible state of mind, I need a hug, the walls in the house are also staring at me... I am so lonely :-(
I wish I had someone to take care of me, a presence that would calm me but I am so lonely...
I just wish I could get away from this space, its scary and sad and overwhelming.
Oh!!!! look at how pretty the world is! Can you hear the chirping of the birds? The songs in the breeze? The silence that surrounds me and yet so musical? What would I not give to have this peace all by myself! If only I could let it seep in and revel in this happiness. I feel so complete, so light, life is so beautiful...
This solitude is all that I need, this space with myself, where all is me and I am in all. I could be in this space forever. So refreshing! It is indeed very good to be alive :-)
I experienced both these states in the span of a very short time. Such a huge difference between what is and what can be. All that I did in this brief gap was meditation and I felt so alive. I knew I was taken care of. I am never alone. how could I be? I had my own company! That evening changed from being one of the loneliest to the most happiest in my life till now. I enjoyed time with my best friend, myself.
And what did i do for that?
I just closed my eyes and found me...:-)
I feel like that sometimes too!
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